OBGYN Appointment

So I went and saw my OBGYN last week. I was so excited to go because I felt like this was the appointment that she would finally do something. I went in with all my charting and my DH had done is SA test. I was let down again... Each time I have gone in for IF I feel like she doesn't really understand that I want a baby and that I am sick of waiting. This time I felt like I was a big inconvenience to her and she just wanted to get back to her normal pregnant patients and deliver nice health babies. I know it is my own fault for not seeing an RE earlier, but I just couldn't make myself take that step. I was just hoping that I could get pregnant and not have to make that step. The day after my OBGYN appointment I called and got an appointment with an RE that a friend recommended me. I feel empowered since I made that appointment, but I am bummed I have to wait until September to get in. Again, I know this is all my own fault. My OBGYN prescribed me Clomid, and so I am going to do take in on CD 5-9 for the few cycles I will have before my RE appt. I know some people might not agree with that choice, but I feel it is right for us. I saw my OBGYN on CD8, so I need to wait out this cycle till I can start Clomid. I am really scared to take Clomid. I am worried about the side effects and mostly I am worried that it won't work. Everyone in RL thinks that I will be prego after just a few cycles on Clomid, but I am trying not to get my hopes up too much only to have them come crashing down. I just wish I didn't have to wait this cycle out...I am ready to know one way or the other!